In recent years, in my singleness, I always thought to myself: "come on, now I'm ready, yes I already mature, I can not shit again . " And boy, I still do not want. Inevitably, I am a novice in many things, but most of them.
The self-conviction of those years was only a false security of something that could not possibly be safe because it had not experienced many things that are involved in a mature relationship, and neither myself or just looking and assuming, would learn . Now I am in this learning, with many more trips of those who thought: every now and then arise new things everyday perhaps others, but absolutely unknown to me, and deal with them myself, around a world that used to them, I have become very complicated. I feel the weight of a stage that perhaps I did not live long, and now I miss my mind every time I'm wrong. And
light, weighing errors, like it or not, and even pretending to ignore them, undoubtedly influence -worse-in relationships. You try to turn the page, change the subject, but the moon is still there and must be cleaned before the end of enlarging and spoil it all. It is the job of one, of course, erase the stain, but to incorporate new experiences, having to take time and try to fix the shit that one committed by inexperienced at times becomes much . Inexperience, immaturity, personality, the "disadvantage" in the life lived the rest ... may sound like excuses, and I am sorry to be so, but simply are, in my view, factors affecting one target legs from time to time, without wanting or even realizing, on many occasions.
must change course, even to say that "is not the idea, you must not change for me, I love you and how you", it should be. Is the natural mating process, a tug of war that, it sounds cold, it always does, and not bad to be so, quite the opposite, that's how relationships are strengthened, moreover, by the affection and love that should exist and leads to the efforts of each to make the other feel good and in harmony with each other, the desire to be with each other, not wanting to lose the feel necessary, essential part of one, and one's life.
But it takes the other's help, your understanding, your patience. Mind you, not seek pleasure or kindness, only a little empathy at times, a matter of, although it is complicated, try to understand each other, though not fully achieved, sometimes just enough to nod ...
. result .. my mistake and try to make amends, to change his mind and accept the new. Understand that if I made was not for you but for my simple ignorance, fear, only because this new stage, I do not know how to live yet.
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